~Weird~ Tag~

RULES: People who are tagged should write a blog post of 6 weird things about them as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says 'you are tagged' in their comments and tell them to read your blog.

1 When i have my bouts of insomnia, i think i turn into a Bionic Woman (to those who r not old enough to know what bionic woman is...its a TV series in the 80s (probably started in late 70s)..she is a normal human being with increased sensitivity in her 5 senses after she had a microchip implanted by some guy..so she could see better,hear a sound at lower desibles etc so she can help people in distress). WHY? because i would begin to notice the softest sounds around me..this include my carotid artery pulsing which makes my head moves very slightly and my hair would rub with my pillowcase which gives out the sound of fine crackles u heard in the lungs (sorry non medics..thats the best way to describe it)..and my watch ticking
high up on my shelf..and i could actually follow whats happening in "FRIENDS" if Niesa happens to be watching it outside the room..coz the sound would miraculously increase in my head.

2 If the norm is for someone to lose appetite when they are sad or worried, it would be the total opposite for me.the more worried i am the more variety of food you can see in my fridge and food cabinet..and the more frequent my meal time would be.the only thing that would make me stop eating is when i get breathless for being too full..which fortunately happen after.. say.. a full 3 course dinner,with dessert,ice cream,cookies and a quarter pack of crisp..if not i think i would die from binge eating

and fortunately..i rarely get to that extent of worry to be stuffing myself up..

3 more on eating..hehe..my favourite thing in the world..i like to arrange my food..let say if i have tuna,cucumber and tomato slices on my sandwich..i would arrange them nicely in patterns and then would pause to think of the best part to bite first,and turn the sandwich around to take the next bite..if i eat something on a plate..i would make sure the periphery is always clean and my food look tidy the whole time im finishing it..i didnt actually notice this at first..tapi dah kene tegur banyak kali..and bile makan i like to subconciously move my legs..which looks horrendous if im in a restaurant or a public place..mase kecik2 my dad would give a small slap on my thigh when i did that..

4 I have Trichillomania which is an impulse control disorder..i get an impulse to pull my own hair.hehe i diagnosed this myself when i was doing my Psychiatric rotation last year..well what i probably have is a mild trait since i can actually control it..the real patient with trichillomania would pull any body hair which include their eyebrows,nose hair etc..they could be bald from it and some will eat their own hair.Well..my gorgeous mane is still intact on my head hehe (mintak maap saye ni kadang2 mmg perasan ;P)

5 I will grow to like something i hate after 5 years..contohnye mase high school i hate anything in red.tak kesahla baju ke,beg ke,kasut ke..skali after abis form five rase suke giler sampai almost everything i own at that time are red..termasuk la baju raya sampai my mum pelik apsal la budak ni tetibe mintak baju raya kaler yg die tak suke..merah menyala la org kate..and most recently make up..i loathed make ups 5 years ago..now im not anymore hehe..i cant stand korean drama 5 years ago now im almost addicted.

on the other hand..i would think something i really love insignificant after about 3 years..and that include my one sided first love..sungguh kelakar skali bile pk balik zaman2 tu..and i just lost my favourite sneakers..tak rase sedey pon..

6 saye suke perempuan!!
..ops dont jump to conclusion just yet..
saye suke perempuan kasar!!
..that doesnt help does it??well b4 ur imagination runs wild..

what i mean is generally orang akan suke perempuan yg sweet,bersopan santun and lemah lembut ala2 perempuan melayu terakhir (what my mum wants me to be)..tapi im usually more comfortable with a girl who burps in public,farts quietly then points finger at others or simply proudly grin,talk and laugh loudly and more matter of fact.its just that from my limited frame of reference the second group are more true to themselves and others and more honest though they might not come across as such..and they cause less problem.One might be surprised that they understand the real meaning of 'rude' and 'polite' better than those who seemed so polite on the outside.our society (read=malay society) always stress politeness on the superficial aspect eg a girl politely saying sorry after being half an hour late for a meeting and in a sweet voice explaining how terrible the traffic was while actually she stopped at a boutique to buy a new dress..and then everybody would say..yeah2 its fine,at least she says sorry.to me its just plain rude to be late no matter how bersopan santun the girl is.

disclaimer: this is generalisation to the extreme,i hope nobody take offense. i have the honour to be friends with so many girls who are bersopan santun,sweet and perempuan melayu terakhir and YOU GUYS ARE GREAT! nothing like what i said

tags: Hani, Son,Peah, Fara, Ikha, Jhaz