Tout

almost second week of jan..i would say the last few weeks were pleasant.back to the beloved Mater fully recharged and ready to go.Yet i havent quite done the 'go' part.will do today ...PROMISE!we had a warm welcome by all the consultants!how sweet of them to say that they'll do anything they are asked to cover..they are at the students' disposal!so sweeeetttt..and SD our coordinator was all TLC..talking to us every other day.in her own words "I know this few coming months are stressful-ish time..but pleaseeeeeee.. dont forget to eat,sleep,do whatever u used to do..jog if u usually jog,go out for a movie.."..awww totally different from res year.Its nice to have people showing their concern once in a while..

what more?yeah new self discovery or shud i say,im out of my denial.oh i wanna do this the AA style..y'know the "Im X, Im an alcoholic" kind of thing (its bcoz my last ward round kinda have a theme of 'falls and booze' 90% of our patients that day presented to casualty that way)

so "Hey!Im Ika..Im a ShoPahoLic!!"woohooooo.ive always wondered why thats the only thing my dad (who never said anything about anything else) ever sat me down to talk to me about.i said i never spent lavishly when i actually did.Winter Sale was disastrous to my credit card.worse..i actually got all the tingly excited sensation and dreams of the things i wanted to get and my legs kinda had a separate control centre outside my brain..they walked into those shops before my brain can say STOP!Ive got all the symptoms i read in the Sophie Kinsella's SHOPAHOLIC series.

And I was surprised by what i desired..ive moved from spending in these department..

TO THESE

A year ago i would have thought these things are a waste of money.. i can see myself saying "Makan lagi bagus..make up kene tanggalkan!dah la mahal!" Im a changed person!

Hmm the reason I cant quite have my 'go' in the academic department..is a bunch of tough guys trying to break out of a damn prison and now is on the run near the Mexican border of the United State.While other girls might have problem getting him out of their mind..

(no offense u're sexy Scofield honey!)

this guy has become a permanent resident on mine...

I think I need therapy!!