insomnia

im having another attack of insomnia...well u cant even call it that..im angry,frustrated..and soooooooooo tired..i dont even have the energy to cry..I WANT TO SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!..i need to get up early to study..and im wrecked from the day's work..i was sleeping just fine just now...suddenly i woke up!gerammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmnyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

well my consultant told us to watch MI 3 today..said u could learn a lot about medicine from tom cruise apparently ..still remember we all laughed out loud when the guy said pneumotensor instead of pneumothorax in just like heaven, bebudak dbs kat depan blurr je..

i watched a caesarian section today..it was sooo beautiful..my first life delivery..it was a baby girl..thought i heard they called her eva. kojek whispered to my ears "bukan senang kan nak beranak?teringat mak" and marian said she was a bit teary as well...and im glad that ive done a couple of cervical smears..think i can convince mama that its not that scary afterall..

ok i could write all night..i guess im just weary coz im meeting prof in theater tomorrow...and we didnt get to meet any pre-op patient today..so just have to anticipate any illusional manslaughter coming our way tomorrow..sigh...i wannnaaaa sleeeeeeppppppppppppppppp