~ a space in time ~

today's mama's birthday -3rd feb 2006..oh no it's 12.01am..a new day just started..i cant quite belief mama dah sambut jubli perak..is that what u call it?ke jubli emas?50th birthday laa kirenye..texted her in my hazy state of mind..cari excuse nak take five from study ( againnnnn..)..tp tak dapat reply sampai tonite...hmm i wonder how's everybody at home..maybe ayah brought everybody out for dinner..luckily mimi n edat kat umah..though mimi wont contribute much to the level of noise..at least mama has an extra person to nag at hehe..the weird thing is..i realised that its not just mama who has matured... or to be 'kasar' tue kiki...but I AM OLD!!after the high school era..life has been in plateau..as if ur age keep adding up but deep down inside u r still the sweet 17 girl u were hundred years ago...my.. time really flies..but its not really my fault not to realise that..im still struggling with exams and classes ..while others struggle with their new career, new mortgage , new housemates , new in laws and NEW BORNS \( ^o^)/..


weekend is here...finally i can breathe a lil bit easier..no xm for 48 hours..phew what a treat..got some time to chill..lepak at my most missed 2nd house and have an extravagant dinner at the new and expensive zaytoon..tgk gol n gincu..and feel like a human again..i join my classmates in saying that exam is unethical..they dehumanise a person from a human with intrinsic worth to information regurgitating machines- the lame lawak academic medical ethics we like to make, just to lighten the atmosphere hehe...and i enjoyed counting how many pairs of bloodshot eyes coming through the exam hall door..that means we stand united in the war against sleep for the course of finishing our study..now someone's gonna tell me to get a life and stop talking about exam...well im just glad n relief that i have two days to study for my next paper...because i made a record today.. i only had 3 hours of study for my otolaryngology paper..aint that great??u wish..